Chronicles of First Love

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Chapter 14: Part I June 13, 2008

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Life’s schedule got changed after this disaster. Finally, there was a place for sincerity now. I avoided going to school to save myself from daily insults courtesy Sadhvi ma’am and Sinha Sir. The pressure of studies from the IIT coaching side was on the high and I’d started to study quite seriously again.

Everything was dull and boring. Meanwhile, it was Palak’s birthday. But she refused to celebrate it.

There was something about Palak, I’d still to got to understand. Although she used to look quite normal and charming, but there was a deep pain in her eyes. Something was unrevealed and untold. I’d never tried to ask her about this may be because I thought she would never like me getting too personal.

3 months had passed by and the results of 2nd Terminal Exams were declared. Finally, I managed to clear all my subjects with a considerable percentage. This time I’d just passed chemistry. But the tension was still not over.

I was struggling through my IIT-JEE studies. There is a special thing about these IIT preparations. One doesn’t know how much he has to study. One big question always haunts his mind: How much is enough??????

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THE QUALITATIVE ANALYSIS

Today it was the most feared final practical examination of chemistry. It included one activity, viva and qualitative analysis.

Now, for those who are lucky enough to be ignorant of this term, I tell you: Qualitative analysis is an activity in which one has given a sample of unknown salt. After performing several chemical experiments and reactions he has to predict its name.

Although there are some short-cuts and hacks to this damn difficult and boring procedure but they aren’t applicable to every sample.

One by one we took our packets containing sample and reached our places. We were divided into groups of 4. Unfortunately, Palak was not in my group this time. Fortunately, her group stood just next to ours.

Time started, and we opened our packets. Just like most of us, I had got a white coloured powder. I looked towards Palak and to my surprise, her salt was brown coloured. No one in our class had ever studied or practised about brown coloured salts. So, Palak was in real trouble.

Since, there were only 2 hours, so I decided to concentrate on my task only. I performed several preliminary experiments with my salt: heated it, cooled it and did everything I knew about this fucking thing, but nothing worked.

“Hey Himanshu……please help me?”, Palak whispered cautiously. She had moved from her place to mine and was looking really worried. I felt an inside thrust to help her, but I couldn’t. I had to perform well at least in chemistry.

“Ok…wait…let me finish mine.”, I howled. She silently departed.

Finally, I had figured out my salt. It was Zinc Carbonate. I checked my watch. It was still 30 minutes left. Now, I could comfortably write my observations in examination copy.

I took a deep breath to relax and look around. Palak was still standing idle. Her face was like crying.

“Should I help her?”

“But I know nothing about this damn brown salt?”

“No..no….I’ve still got to write my experiment.”

“Ohh…how selfish of me…she’s in trouble and I am thinking of mine??”

A million thoughts came across my mind. It was like ‘Heart’ Vs. ‘Brain’. Finally, as expected from a boy, heart won.

{rest continued in Part 2 of Chapter 14}

PS — I guess this was the most technical chapter of the whole story. Lolz…

PS — Going to Mumbai for IIT-JEE counseling.

PS — Sorry to mention it again but I hate rains.

PS — Exception: When you are with a girl, its the best season. ;)

PS — Reso-Felicitation Party tomorrow. Hurrayyy…

PS — Song of the Day: All the things she said (Tatu)

PS — Adios. :)

 

Chapter 13 The Results June 10, 2008

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She laughed and laughed and laughed and finally held my hand. An electric pulse travelled across my body. I lost my attention from the surroundings. It was only she and me. The scene seemed too romantic (at least to me). I felt an inside urge to propose her. But I couldn’t. A few seconds later she realised she’s still holding my hand. She winced and pulled back.

“umm..You like the card?”, I asked.

“Oh yeah…very much.”, she replied still smiling. Meanwhile, I heard Apurv calling me for lunch.

“Just a second……!”, I howled looking towards Apurv.

“So, may I assume I have made everything settled between us?”, I asked in a hurry.

“No”, she exclaimed. Girls love teasing.

“What?”

“I need a chocolate too.”

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THE RESULTS

It was over a week I gifted a chocolate-pack to Palak who seemed to be more friendly after that. Also the rumour of Sandeep’s affair with some girl of biology-section named Anubha had spread each and every corridor of the school. But this was not the news of the day.

Today, all the subject teachers were going to show us our exam copies.

“The main tension is of mathematics.”, Sandeep said in a heavy voice.

“Same here yar….”, I sighed.

English ma’am was absent and in this free period we were left nothing but discussing our poor fate. Before lunch we had got physics and sanskrit copies. I had got passed in physics a well 4 marks above the boundary line. Sanskrit was as good as always, fetched me 91 out of 100.

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After lunch, it was mathematics period.

“51…just 51. Oooh..”, I yelled. As was expected, Sinha Sir showed his anger in my poor exam copy. Still I praised my luck for I passed this subject, otherwise I was expecting even worse.

But some people were not that much lucky. Sandeep failed in maths.

The danger was still not over. The next period was chemistry. Sadhvi ma’am face appeared as if she’s going to committ a mass-violence in the class. She stood up from her chair and looked around. A silence spread throughout.

Now it started:

“Roll No. 1 FAAIIILLLL..

“2….. Fail

“3….. Fail

Wow, it was a hat-trick. Sadhvi ma’am seemed like  some Australian bowler making all of us clean-bold.

“9…31 marks

“10…Absent

“11…. Fail

“12″, she paused. It was my roll number.

“What a performance from our school topper….!” she mimicried herself and laughed. I was damn sure I failed in it. I reached to collect my copy.

FAIL“, she shouted and threw copy on me. I tried to catch it, but it hit my face and fell down. It was a real insult. I grabbed it and went towards my bench.

For the first time ever in my life, I failed in some subject. Studies was everything for me. I had no extra-talent except this. I was like crying. Everyone was like crying. She failed 23 students in a class of 41.

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POST RESULT MEMOIRS

Akshat’s result was quite good and Apurv had comfortably passed all the subjects. While Palak failed only chemistry. I didn’t know about Isha because she was absent.

“We are preparing for IIT. Am I right? Do IITs give admission to failures!!!”, Sandeep spoke as if he’s drunk. He was looking completely disappointed from his life.

I had no answer to his question. I was busy in pondering over myself. What the fuck I was doing these days?? Lingering around girls and making greeting cards for them..! Who the hell will study atomic structure, ionic equilibrium and thermodynamics..!

“Now my life has no meaning.”, I heard Sandeep screeching again.

I decided to put this so called ‘FIRST-LOVE thing’ aside for ever. Certainly, such result was an eye-opener for me.

But this was not enough. I was still required to face more humiliation from teachers, junior-students (who called me their idol. Another Fuck!) and from parents.

{rest continued in Chapter 14}

PS — Question of the Day: How many of you have ever failed in Chemistry?

PS — Met with college friends yesterday after 4 months.

PS — Waiting eagerly for the Reso Felicitation Party.

PS — Monsoons coming. I hate rains in rainy season.

PS — Song of the Day – Pyaar Ke Liye (Thoda Pyaar Thoda Magic)

PS — Parth’s story has reached to the extent of voice chat. You can read the story from here.

PS — Missing two persons the most – Parth Jain and Preeti.

PS — Adios.

 

Chapter 12 : The Greeting June 7, 2008

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“You go to hell. Don’t talk to me ever again.”, someone said to me. I looked towards my left and realised she was none other than Palak…..

“He’s a looser…come on Palak, lets move away from here.”, Isha said to Palak trying not to look at me.

One of the common characteristics of Isha and Palak was that they both were over-possessive. Infact I think every girl on this earth suffers from this problem. They believe the things they like are ISO certified and no one is allowed to make an opinion against it.

I looked around to find out a single person favouring me. Thank God, Apurv and Sandeep were still out there.

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The news of my so called ‘fight’ with Sinha Sir reached every department and classroom of the school. I also came to know that I was the first one to behave to him in that way since years. He should have deserved it a long ago.

“Himaaansshhhuuuuuu…”, Sadhvi madam screamed while rushing into the classroom as soon as the lunch period started. She was our new class-teacher and more unfortunately our chemistry teacher too. Behind him, Sinha Sir entered slowly in his usual style.

I stood up. After receiving a fatigue couselling from Apurv and Sandeep, I knew what I was supposed to do.

“Do you realize what you’ve done Himanshu?”, Sadhvi madam asked. She sounded more dangerous than she looked.

“Leave it ma’am. He won’t do that again.”, Sinha sir said. He pretended as if he really meant it. I hate when he fakes sympathy.

“No sir, it seems he has become over-confident. How dare he misbehave to a teacher.”, Sadhvi maam said. She was making the matter more serious than it really was.

“Sorry Sir.”, I said. As was told to me by Apurv, saying sorry is a sure-shot solution to every argument.

And it worked this time too. After few minutes of scolding and some more fake expressions from Sinha Sir, the thing got settled. But Sadhvi ma’am still looked unsatisfied. She wanted more of this.

“Let me see, how well you perform in the terminal exams..!”. This was Sadhvi Maam last statement before she left the class.

And it suddenly reminded all of us that we people were having our 1st Terminal Exams from next week.

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THE NEXT DAY

It was Friday, the last working day before preparation leave. Although strength was very short today, but still I had come for a special purpose – to ‘make-up’ again with Palak. But alas!! She was absent.

“Hey Isha, wass up?”, I asked Isha who was sitting alone and trying to study something from her chemistry book.

“Yeh, what now?”, she said in attitude. I think girls believe its their birth right to show attitude, on the contrary, if boys do the same, they are called anti-social.

“No, nothing. So you gals, still angry with me?”

“Hmmm….well sort of.”

“But I apologised to Sinha sir naa….what’s the matter now.”

“Yeh, thats true. Ok….guilties forgotton from my side.”

“And what about Palak?”

“I don’t know. You know naa…Sinha Sir is her favourite teacher. Insulting him means insulting her.”

What a weird creatures these girls are, I must say. I decided to leave the things for God, at least till the exams get over. Right now, the most important thing of concern was to study Mathematics as there was a good possibilty that Sinha Sir won’t be giving me good marks this time.

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I TERM EXAMINATION

I couldn’t study very much because of my IIT coachings plus my crap activities that included sitting on the internet, chatting with girls on yahoo etc.

Our school authorities had put an awkward sort of sitting arrangement for the exam. One 11th standard student with a 7th standard one on a bench. I had got a slim-little boy having specs as my partner. He was looking studious but surely was not. I can say this because he made me solve at least half of his maths paper during exam.

My English and Sanskrit papers went well. For physics and chemistry I calculated the passing marks. It came out to be 22. So, I tried my best to attempt at least 30 marks of question paper in these exams. In mathematics I attempted 70 out of 100 marks and was damn confident that I’ll pass it surely.

After considering this condition in studies, who will believe I was the topper of the school.!!!

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Due to exams I didn’t get time to counsel with Palak. But as the exams got over, my mind started to ache for it. I decided to ask Isha for help. Its always good to make girl’s best friend in you favour.

“Why don’t you give her a ’sorry greeting card’?”, she adviced. Still I was unable to understand why I was supposed to say sorry to Palak. I fought with Sinha Sir and had to apologise to Palak. What a weirdo..!

“Hmm..thats quite a nice idea.”, I replied calculating the average cost of a good greeting card in my mind. Of course, money was also a priority.

“A good one from Archies would be nice, isn’t it?”, I asked Isha.

“No, be creative yaar……”

“Like what?”

“Let it be hand made by you. She’ll love it.”

“Ohhh..”, I replied. Now this was too much for me. Anything that involved drawing sketches was out of reach for me. Even my biology diagrams of class 10th were drawn by my younger brother for me.

But when it comes to a girl, boys can do everything. So I accepted the challenge. Although, I was not sure, how I’ll be able to do it.

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THE GREETING

“Be creative”, I reminded in my mind.

I worked on the greeting-project for about one hour before I totally got extinguished. Finally, the greeting card was complete. I know I had reached the ‘corners of creativity’ and wasn’t sure if Palak will like it or not. But this was all I could do.

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“Hi Palak.”, I exclaimed. It was the lunch period. And she was busy in arranging her notebooks in school-bag. She looked at me, and again got back to her work.

“Cold response.”, I said to myself. I reached the empty bench behind her. She looked up with a question mark + irritation on her face. Wow, I don’t know how girls manage to show multiple emotions at the same time. But who cares..! She was looking damn beautiful.

I stretched my hand with an envelope (containing greeting card inside).

“This is for you.”, I said softly and also corrected my posture which looked like I am proposing her.

She flinched her nose but took it. She revolved around and opened it. The front page of greeting was blank white. She turned the page and found a note written in my hand-writing:

To,

Palak

“Its a white rose. As much pure as our friendship.”

Your friend,

Himanshu.

She turned towards me.

“Where’s the white rose?”, she asked.

“On the front page.”, I replied smartly.

“But there’s nothing in it, just a blank page.”, she said in a confusion and turned the greeting upside-down to make sure if she’s right.

“Ohh…the rose is white and the page is also white, may be that’s why you are not able to see it.”, I replied.

She laughed and laughed and laughed and finally held my hand.

{rest continued in Chapter 13}

PS — 4 more chapters left. I am too excited to finish it.

PS — Megan Fox rated sexiest women of the world. ;)

PS — Its quite interesting not to have a girlfriend. (Poor excuse of not having one)

PS — Question of the Day: A R Rehmaan or Bryan Adams??

PS — Movie I would like to see: Sarkar Raj

PS — Adios